2013年2月24日星期日

not happening

having a relationship with someone who i don't love is not happening...
i just can't be more aware that i will never end up with him but i'm still being so flirty.
what the hell am i doing??
acting like a slut is not cool at all...
well, go tell me what i'm thinking deep down my heart and go back to the normal me.

2013年2月16日星期六

unexpected strait

a super duper severe cyst in my whirlbone,really??!!
couldn't believe it at first, but had to face the fact that i need to accept the surgery.
have been 17days since i got avulsed, never felt so useless in my life.
feel like i'm nothing but a burden to my family.
i'm also afraid of being lame and i'm so worried about not recovering well...
anyway, i have to be optimistic and believe i can recover without any sequelae.

so so depressed