tedious and tough summer of 2012

got quite disappointed by myself recently.

not in a good condition for studying... 

both the weather and my health suck after i had this small party ='(

even my nose allergy attacks~~ so i got a super heavy stuffy nose now...

Ew~~~

Today is the orientation of the Hungarian summer school.
i was sooooo excited when i'm informed that i got the scholarship.
however, not everything is gonna go towards the way you expect.
so sad that i couldn't make it just because my mom doesn't allow me to go.
totally disagree with her dumb opinion on career and future plan.
but there is nothing i could do.
hopefully i can make it next year.

one nice capture when i dropped by the playground.

the sun comes out and the the earth goes on everyday.

tomorrow is another day.

hope i can go through all the irritating crappy things asap.

going to my bed soon.

hope i could sleep well through the swelter night and recover =3

2012.05.28

went to Yeosu Expo on Friday

it was great (bc we paid only 130,000 won for everything including the tickets and transportation fee) but a bit too rushed cuz we had only around 4hours for looking around the whole Expo venue.

got so many things in my mind now after 4days off thanks to korean budda's birthday.

going abroad to get my master degree and see a bigger world is the dream i've been dreaming for all the time.

i have to chase my dream as long as i'm able to do that.

I'm so sure about my target but no idea how i'm gonna turn it into real.

need large amount of money to support that.

gotta try my best to get one scholarship.

2012.05.15

周末去了釜山

在沙滩上睡觉吹海风

真的感觉好惬意

可是回来之后

心里又开始担忧

将来的路

要怎么走

人总要长大

不可能像peter pan那样永远没烦恼

摆在眼前的路

那么不清晰

我想用自己的力量

去走自己的路

不想放弃自己的追求

可是现实和理想却总是那么难以平衡

好吧

我赌一次

如果暑假能有TOP500的实习

那就好好实习+考IELTS

然后大四focus在申请研究生

如果没有

就专心复习考研

顺便考一下IELTS

anyway 英语是很重要的

大四的时候认真复习，外加申请International master degree

好好复习英语

投简历

在回国之前一定要做出最后的决定

然后毫无怨言的坚持下去

不管是哪条路

都会是充满困难

一定要坚持！

April 24

going to EXCO to see how my colleagues work in real soon!
kinda excited to get rid of the office work :)


it's so weird i'm not that tired as expected because got back at 1am yesterday LOL
played pool and drank cocktail with Yizhen&Summer yesterday.uhmm  one big thing i wanna emphsis is... I LOVE CHINA!
met one annoying korean guy in the bar.
he was totally drunk and wanted to walk me back ... scaried :((
fortunately we ran into Martin on our way back.
Martin siii saved my life :P


going to seoul on thursday for malaysia visa.
hope everything goes well :)
wish me good luck HA <3

2012.04.13

Just realized i shouldn't have signed up for the TOPIK test.
Sure i won't pass that because i wasn't ready for that.
i know i have to study,but just not now.
i'm not in a good condition for studying.
study hard,play hard.

it's not my play time
will take it again back in china

anyway,still happy because booked the flight going to malaysia finally!!! :)
it was totally a anfractuosity during the progress .


so...
malaysia i go !!! 
Looking forward to 14th June  <3

2012.03.30

Slept for about 10hours yesterday.felt i regained good spirit and liveliness when i woke up this morning.

and i turned out to be a pretty complicated day.

Just because i ran into someone and meet his smile which made me get totally fascinated.

seems like i have a crush on the smile.

However, life is never that easy.

sometimes the only thing i need to do is just give a smile and walk away

the two hungarian guys, Ruta and i went out for some coffee,of course my favorite Khaldi Cafe =)

asked the guys to join my trip to Malaysia.

they said they will join if we find cheap flights.

Then i was checking the flights for about 6hours.

i called my mom and got her support when i got quite frustrated by the price(around 350euros)

later i got msg from Manuel on facebook telling me i would stay in his place if i'm going to malaysia.

fortunately i found a cheapest flight going to Malaysia(250euros) with one transfer in Ho Chi Min city by Vetman Airline.

How dramatic that is!

But the reason why life is colorful is because you never know what is gonna happen.

Hope i can sort out the flight and visa,then have an amazing trip in Malaysia.

no matter who i'm going with, i wish i could meet something new.

It's so late now.

time to go to bed.

anyway, the only plan for nowadays is study!!!

GO GO fighting!!!

SWEET DREAMS <3

2012.03.24 First Blog

来韩国一个月了，感觉这个学期好无趣。

不仅仅是因为很少出去玩，而是整个人没有动力，感觉什么事都不想做。
In the journey of life,the worst plight is not poverty,misfortune,but the mental state of being unconsciously tired.

和这个学期的交换生一点都不熟，我知道有我自己的问题，但是他们真的不像之前的同学那么让我喜欢。
好吧，那就好好学韩语，TOPIK只有22天了，加油复习！！！

芬兰和拉脱维亚的暑期申请都搞定了。虽然明知没有希望，但是还是试试看了。
我已经尽力了，剩下的就看老天爷了。
匈牙利的申请有点麻烦，要去公证体检报告。
但是却是我最想要去的。


这个学期开始了实习，等考完TOPIK，就开始找找看暑期实习
希望能够在暑假做一些没有经历过的事情

出国对我来说，
是一件很开心的事，不是骄傲的资本。
喜欢别人羡慕自己没有错，只是自己要看清自己的分量，不要自满。

我希望能有更多的经历，能够看到更大的世界。
我想旅行，想要去欧洲，想要去美洲。
一个人在外，没有依靠，有的时候真的很孤单。
可是还缺少一个人，一个可以陪我一起流浪的人。
如果有那么一个人，即使是流浪，也不会孤单的吧。

我知道最好的他一定在世界的某个地方，等待我去遇见。
只是希望等待的时间不要太长。
i know love is a kind of chance encounter，don't look for it. Love will find you


无法想象如果以后没办法出国读研会怎么样
我知道这些都很难
但是这不就是生活的意义吗？
You have to live the way you think,otherwise you will think the way you live sooner or later.




我不想要照着旧观念生活
想要有不一样的生活
If you want something you've never had,you must do something you've never tried.
GO GO FIGHTING！！！

反正现在最重要的是TOPIK啦
好好考完，然后计划出去旅行！YEAH！！！